Finding footing (and failing)

I'm kind of meandering aimlessly, angstily through life. Humans are good at adapting. I'll figure it out. What, what, what, what...

Useless and Excuseless (part 2)

I don't even know what to feel right now. Nothing.. nothing.... nothing......(?)

Turns out a girl I thought I might like has a boyfriend, so there's nothing there anymore. But I didn't like her that much, so I'm okay with that....(?) Irregardlessly, I've been as irresponsible with my thoughts, emotions and actions as ever. And as with fun, I must pay; as with fire, I'll burn.

Anything I do from now on has to be for my sake. Despite my belief that there are new things under the sun, I'm pretty sure all my pursuits are a chasing after the wind.

COME BACK HERE, YOU DAMNED WIND!

Yoyos are too fun to ignore.

The world yoyo contest was amazing; better than expected even with my high expectations. I got some new throws for my collection:


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I learned new tricks, met friends new and old, soaked up the atmosphere of love for yoyos. It was pretty encouraging. I think from now on I'm going to take yoyoing even more seriously.... If that's even possible.

Love

I can put it on hold. The World Yoyo Contest is in two days. I will leave this world and exist on another plane; a world where everyone loves yoyos, everyone is your friend, everyone is interesting and interested. Ah...

Final Level! End Boss Struggles!

In some ways I've progressed from last entry. In many ways I'm right back where I was. The very last step in the sequence is lost to me. I refer to the part where I tell her. It's harder than the hardest end boss from any video I've ever beaten. (For the record that was the end boss from Final Fantasy Legend 2. I nerded out there. I apologize for nothing!)

Anyway, I'm past questioning anything, I'm there. I'm just standing around next to the water, too afraid to jump in.