The win

I like her and most of the drama is over. Heartsies!













(I don't know what the point of that whole thing was)

Close

Yet far. Not sure how I feel about five hour messenger marathons. -_-

ious

Looks like I'll face round two of parent confrontation alone. I'm way weaker alone. *prays*

Now that I've gone against all odds and found love, my biggest fear is losing it. But I will die before I let that happen.

Ser

Ate lunch with Autumn and my parents today. It was okay; all the food was really really good. We just ate and chatted like normal. I'm so glad nothing awkward came up. ^____________________________^ I think they'll like my new girlfriend.

I sure like her. I really hope I don't mess up on this one. She changes my life. n__n

Bus Ride

I'm anticipating bringing Autumn home to meet my parents. I wasn't too worried about it, but I know what they're going to say, I've been mulling it over trying to come up with good responses.

I know there are "right reasons" and "wrong reasons" for going out. One of the "wrong reasons" I think they'll bring up is the "mutual usage" thing, where we're just using each other to get off. And I know I'm very selfish natured and so are a lot of humans, but despite that I know I'm not so self serving as to involve someone else's entire life and emotions in a game catering to something as meaningless as my own feelings.

That's impossible, I couldn't possibly treat another human that way, no matter how much we both enjoy it... But it's hard to prove. Words are cheap, I can say "I really have her best interest at heart" all day, but without actions, without good fruit coming from our relationship my words are hollow.

That's why I have decided to keep my mind set on making my reasons "good reasons". It's really not much harder than trying to keep my motives pure, with that goal in mind I won't go wrong.

I won't forget it.

I lof my lyf

I just had a "long", "serious" conversation with Autumn that ended like this:

(This is the abridged version)

Me: so you think you're immune to any act of mine creeping you out?

Her: yes, I'm immune
my thoughts are probably way creepier

Me: Ok, that's awesome. One more reason to <3 you.

Her: okay I <3 you
(I think we should only drop the L word when the time is perfect)

Me: sounds like a good idea to me! I lof you.
^_____^

Her: I lof you to

Me: lol

*Autumn is offline

...

Best girlfriend evar.

Time is a figment of Our Imagination

It's a good thing I've got a good imagination.

Wes sez

Talk is cheap. Have actions to back it up.

She won't support you. (Monetarily)

Persuasiveness is guiding vital truths around others' mental roadblocks.

(He said a lot more but that's all I can recall at the moment.)

Do it for the lolz

So I'm dating Autumn now.

But my 'rents disapprove.

Meh. -_-