A truth

I find that in pretty much every case when fun is had, one must pay.

I had the most fun I've had in my life yesterday. I felt sincerely and unabashedly happy, joyous, ecstatic. That for pretty much the whole day.

...until I got in bed for sleep. I couldn't get comfortable, I couldn't stop thinking and just go the f k to sleep. When I woke up I had a terrible headache and feeling very sick. I even threw up on the way to school.

This is just one example but it happens all the time. And every time it feel like the two are exactly even, one never outweighs the other. So I'm afraid to have lots of fun, but can I do so without suffering monetary, comfort or lifestyle costs....

Is what I said before, that "life is about happiness... someone elses" true? Because it is possible to have fun at someone else's expense.

Perhaps if two people have fun together, and they both are sharing the cost then the fun can outweigh it. I think this must be true.

That's why people need friends.